Not In Da Mood... :(

current mood : stress, sad, homesick, tired, frustrated, lazy.. :(

Now i'm feeling so stressful...getting a lot of assignments now including lab reports and jurnals...gosh, didn't expect all this..yes, ppl say that life in university will be so hectic but didn't realize it will be this hectic...every week will need to complete 2 lab reports and 2 jurnals...it is not easy to do da lab reports and jurnals...have to follow their format which i find it ridiculous and do not relate to pharmacy course...and to do da lab reports we cannot use liquids and no cutting if there is an error...it means that we have to be damn PERFECT...i'm not a PERFECTIONIST and i can never be ONE...but i have to try to be one here..hurm...n all this actually took up a lot of my time and there's little time for me to study...not only me who feels this way but my other coursemate or classmate feels the same thing also...even not all but some..but how come the seniors can survive?? so, i have to be strong and go through all this..coz if the seniors can then i also can get through all this...besides, it is only for four years...so, work hard sarah... :) you can do it... :)

the nenens... :)

current mood : exhausted, boring, sick, missed my family and friends...

today woke up at 1o sumthing..was feeling tired coz been going to da toilet a lot of the whole night purging...my stomach has been aching for days...my dyspepsia had come back again..it hurts like hell...maybe my stomach could not take da food here..afta i had my bath, janice and sindhu came to my room to take their food which ain my roommate save for them during sahur time..they told me that we had to go to the orientation to register our subjects...dah lar we ponteng the morning session of the orientation..haha..but i really x larat pun nak pg..so, dgn ati yg malas, i went to the orientation with sha, janice and sindhu and other malaysian pharmacy students dgn menaiki angkut to our faculty..fyi, all the indonesian students are much younger than all of us...they are 17...malu giler...huhu...but gaining knowledge has no age limit...u can gain knowlegde even if you are 100 years old..the process of gaining knowledge will never end..besides that, i'm having a tough time here to learn their language..but it is compulsary for us to learn their language n we do have a class for it..huhu...my stomach still hurts..but having my friends hanging around in my room make me forget about the pain for awhile...they r the best..they r so happening and giler2 like me..we can click so well that we have fun whenever we are together..until others wanted to hangout with us even we don't quite get along with them..haha...but sumtimes we wil be extra vulgar when we talk..haha...correction..not sumtimes but all the times..haha..like juz now we smash and squeeze each others breasts..haha..bongok kan...but that's us..haha..

called my friend, yus, after reading her notes in facebook..miss her so much..miss talking and hanging out with her...missed all the good times we had when we are together..especially bitching bout others...hehe..really missed her so much..sayang, save some money and get your ass here...then, we can go shopping till we drop k...i love u so much...besides yus, i'm missing ieha too...i bet she's busy studying coz her trials is next week..she better be studying and not dating with danny jer..hehe...gud luck sayang for your trials..do your best k..

yesterday nite pun had fun with tasha, sha, and janice in my room...too bad sindhu xder tuk join coz she was having a bad headache...the four of us played around with my webcam and took crazy pictures...and all of us were laughing like crazy when we look back at all the pictures that we took...haha...i wanted to post the pictures but unfortunately janice beg me not too or she'll skin me alive...haha...but anyway i love them loadz and loadz...thank God i met them...feel kinda sleepy now and feel like purging again...so, i'll continue tomorrow jer...hehe..nitey nitez...

bandung...weee...

today is so boring...orientation x start lg...so, on9 je lar..listening to git fresh-blow me a kiss while blogging...

i arrived in bandung last wednesday with my parents n other 8 students of karismedic with their family..fyi, karismedic is da name of the agent that help me getting into universitas padjadjaran...we arrived in bandung at 12 sumthin in the afternoon and we went to da universitas to do our unofficial registration..then, we put our things in our room and take sum of our clothes with us and all 30 of us were off to bandung..so, in bandung we shop till we drop...especially our mothers...the things here are so cheap and nice...no wonder lots of them in malaysia called bandung as paris of the east...and i was shocked to see that even in bandung has giant,sogo,carrefour..i thought bandung was like a village in africa...haha..but i was wrong..bandung was so much like kl juz there are no tall buildings here...haha...

so, for a few days our days were all about shopping and sight-seeing...haha..our bus driver was a good driver...ppl in bandung they drive a bit recklessly but surprisingly accidents rarely happen here...maybe becoz they apply the concept of give and take in their life..so, malaysians u shud learn from them about how to drive on the road and minimise the number of accidents..hehe..macam menteri lak..haha..and da pisang goreng keju in bandung is so delicious...and also the brownies..sedaaaaap giler...then, last saturday, our parents had to leave for malaysia...sum of us cried n sum control cun and macho...but, i of coz cried...was sad coz i got to sahur with my parents but can't buka with them..and it's da first day of fasting... :(

after sending our parents to da airport, we went to carrefour again to buy sum of our things and berbuka there...then, we sent our agent, kak nor to the hotel and head back to the universitas..kak nor did a lot of things for us...other students from other agents were so jealous of us coz we got to go to bandung and stay there for 4 days while they juz got 1 day to explore bandung...hehe...so, i guess i'm lucky that i'm under karismedic...hehe...thanks so much kak nor...we love you...muaaaxxxiiess...

among the 8 of us, i got really close to sindhu, tasha and janice...but janice i've known her since kindergarten and we were very closed since kindergarten..sindhu is from n9 and tasha is from kl...sindhu is 23 while tasha is 20 but all the four of us can get along very well...we can laugh out loud and joke around like hell...hehe...my rummate is from kelantan and her name is ain...she is nice...we can get along well...the hostel is nice...my room is nice and clean...da toilet is also ok...pendek kata, tempat nie dapat 4 bintang dari saya...haha...

i think that's all for now...will update my blog again next time...happy fasting to all muslims... :)

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today woke up with a bad headache...slept at 7 and woke up at 10...wahhhh...mama made me a cup of hot chocolate 2 reduce da pain...mmmm...delicious...thanks ma..huda sent me a msg n asked me to accompany her to watch a hindi movie...so, i agreed n she picked me up at my house after friday prayers...erm...da movie is called kambakhtt ishq i guess..haha..da movie was ok..didn't get bored though..kinda funny...but then i could not focus fully coz there was this couple who i guess was so horny so they end up making out at their seat behind me..euwwww...grosss...it's like kalau dh sangap tue cari hotel n fuck lar stupid...but i did have fun today coz got to hang out with my bestfriend whom i knew since primary...she's goin back to UiTM tomorrow..gonna miss her so much..can't wait for tomorrow to come..will be going to jj to see dat motherfucka named arif...this time will be going with ieha..dh hutang duit kwn aku beratus but still boleh wat bodo jer....don't think we are girls we can't do anything to u..juz wait n see what we will do tomorrow..juz be prepared..

lastly, i miss my girlfriends so much.. :( wanna meet them all before leaving for bandung on 23rd august... :( wuaaaaa...

current mood: sad, thankful, happy, angry, pissed off...

got through da entrance exam for bandung university...

happy at first when i got the news..

but then i felt sad...

coz i'll be leaving my friends n my family..

my mum even asked am i serious bout goin to bandung..

and i sed yes...

then she sed u really wanna leave mama??

i felt guilty...

it breaks my heart hearing my mum sed dat...

ARRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!

I hate this feeling...

am I doing da right thing??

a day with my three bestfriends since primary...

23 jun yg lepas aku pun keluar ngan kwn2 aku..huda, shaza and amni..kitorg dh kenal agak lama lar..since primary...sepatutnyer ader lg dua org yg patut kuar sekali..tp, sorg kat kelantan sorg lg kat kedah..ari tue kitorg x tgk wayang pun..juz jalan2, beli barang amni, and makan kat foodcourt..sembang2 and snap2 pictures...lama kot x jumper...so kire lepaskan rindu lar..

nie lar huda...dier nie mmg best..suka wat lawak..suka drop aku..haha..sakit ati tue ader lar tp biasa lar kwn kan...aku x kesah pun...hehe..sayang huda sgt...

nie pulak amni...dier nie pun best...dier nie sensitive mcm aku gk...kitorg ader gak konflik2 tp kitorg dh mcm adik beradik...gado mcm ner pun mesti baik balik..sayang amni sgt..

nie shaza...dier nie dari aku mula kenal dier, sampai sekarang, pendiam sgt...dier lebih suka dengar dari bersembang..tp kdng2 dier akan join gk kitorg sembang n gelak2..sayang shaza sgt...

kat bawah nie plak gmbr kitorg kat dlm makeup room..haha..

pas makan kat foodcourt, kitorg rasa nak mkn sushi lak...amni yg nak sebenarnyer..lgpun aku dh ckp kat amni yang aku akn belanja dier mkn kat sna sebelum aku smbg degree..hehe..huda x suke tp terpaksa akur..haha..so, ktorg pun pg lar sushi king... mmg best gler lar..hehe...syg korang bngt...frenz forever k..thanks for da wonderful times we had..

WILL LOVE YOU GIRLS FOREVER N EVER...THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND...WILL MISS U GIRLS A LOT... :)

juz finish my matriculation programme..

not confident that i'll pass with flying colours..

all i can juz do is pray that my result r okay..

damn WORRIED with it..

the result will be post to my house in another 10 days..

arghhh...i so hate it..

i soooo don't wanna think bout it...

huh!!!

i'm sooo BORED sitting at home doing nothing...

:(